Memories And Persons

Hey, lovelies, I'm back but this time with a story and some psychological concepts. Let's get started with psychological concepts, when a person loses a very close friend, lover, or family because of a misunderstanding or mishap, he/she finds the capability to overcome and after a point even stops mourning. Amongst the many things he/she can put behind them, there's one thing that stays-GUILT. He lives with the guilt that he/she didn't do enough for the person they loved. It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

That would be enough of psychological knowledge, moving on to my life's story. The story is about the heartbreak I received from my girl best friend whom I thought would never turn on me. We both were in the same school from nursery till class 8th. We both knew each other and in spite of the fact we lived in the same locality, we didn't talk much. We became good friends in class 6th as we were in the same sections in the school and later we started going to tuitions together. In very little time we became best friends. When the session for class 8th started her father was transferred to a different city. She left the city saying that we will always be best friends.

In the initial days after she was gone, we used to talk 3-4 times a week, but afterward, things changed she made new friends and forgot that I was also there. From 3-4, it changed to 1 time a week, and then we stopped talking on phones. She never called again but we used to text each other on social media. I always used to wait for her message or call but she neither texted nor called. I became the one who always texted. And one day when I texted we had a fight. She said that some of her friends told her that I liked her. But I never had that kind of feeling for her. I explained to her a lot that I never liked you in that way but she didn't listen to me and ended our friendship on the basis of information that was not true. That day I cried a lot because my trust in her was broken that day. 

"A faith was built by mistake in a go,

where pain drenched and killed him slow."

Till now I'm not able to forget the memories we both made when we were friends, I'm not able to forget the names she used to call me in front of everyone.

After this only I realized that "we miss the memories than the person with which whom we created them....." I think I will never be able to erase these memories be it good or bad....

Eshan Poonia